EDIT: Uh, I suppose I should warn for "Loss" (SVU) and "Heroes, Part 2" (SG-1) spoilers. Though if you're in either fandom, you'd know about the events of the eps by now.
Oh, and here be femmeslash.
It was all wrong, but they didn't care.
Her hair was blonde, but too short. It didn't feel right when she ran her hands through it. Her eyes were blue, but they weren't the silvery shade that she loved.
She was too tall. It was strange to be able to kiss her without straining her neck. Her hands were callused in the wrong places, more used to a gun than a scalpel.
She wasn't dead, only gone.
She was dead, but they'd known of ways to bring her back.
It was wrong, but it let them forget for a while.